Thursday, April 17, 2014

Some Things I Learnt About Myself

Working on Projects Alone – I don’t do well in groups, I either end up doing all of it, or get totally ignored.  

Autonomy – I hate being constantly directed, I want to see what needs to be done and do it in my own way in my own order  

Projects not Hours – I hate stopping when I’m in the flow, and I hate having to hang around when there’s nothing to do. I’ll put in a lot of extra work if you let me, but don’t make me waste my time pretending to look busy just because you want a body there during ‘work hours’.  

Free Schedule – I need to be respected to have my own life and priorities. I will do the work – but does it really matter when? I hate having to eat when I’m not hungry, or not be able to take a break at an opportune stopping point.  

Creativity & Intelligence – I need to be allowed to come up with creative solutions and ideas and have them listened to and appreciated. I hate being treated like an idiot just because I don’t have a big pay-check.  

Personal – not Impersonal – I hate the impersonal ‘business’ attitude  

My Own Space - I need to have a pleasing personal environment, some place I can feel comfortable in order to be able to feel positive and stay energized and focused. Working in drab, company standard environments, or having to listen to popular music all day makes me angry and depressed and distracted and….I just break down very fast.  

Ideals & Values – I can’t invest in or promote things I don’t believe in, I can’t be asked to go against my values  

Positive People – A negative critical atmosphere really takes the life out of me, strained feelings in the air make me physically ill. I need to know that I am appreciated.  

Security - stress over money is not something I do well with, being afriad of not being able to pay my bills tends to immobilize me and distract me from creative inspiration.

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