I'm in the Guild House right now, having just finished another day of school.

After my entry yesterday, I found it ironic that Violet asked me at DG today how things are between me and Grace. Sigh... I need a new gf so pple will ask me abt her, rather than ask me abt my ex. Hehz...

Been a nice, rainy day and I think I'm feeling like I'm picking up momentum in getting work done. I really have done a bit of growing up in the past half a yr. God knows how much more I have to go, in order to even be half as mature as some of my peers, but at least I daresay I've stopped regressing.

The rain's stopped now, but the weather's still great. Days like these I'd imagine spending by a riverside, and either just staring blankly at everything around me, or else reading a book. Dammit. I'm such a sad act. Grins.

Project Timothy next week with both the Evening Expositions as well as Ministry Matters. A lot of things to look forward to. Gotta remind myself to read the Book of Revelations before I go for the talks. I just hope that when I actually go for Ministry Matters, I'd know what I'm searching for, instead of blindly attending, hoping that I'd stumble across anything important. And of course, with my search for answers, that I'd actually be able to find some.

Am I serious abt God? Or am I just too flippant? I mean, I do take my salvation very seriously, but somehow God doesn't carry the same severity for me as it does for some others. I think I sometimes am really too easy on myself, and forgive myself too easily. There are those who pictures God as being too stern and unyielding, and yet I think I picture Him as being TOO easy and kind. God knows (ahem... pardon the pun... there I go again!!!) that I need to keep my reverence and respect in check.

Ah well... as is plain obvious, this entry is simply borne out of boredom, waiting for my sister. Aaaaaarrrrggghh... I need therapy, I need help... I need... Michelle. Grins.