Mixed Thoughts

Ok, its been a pretty busy few days. Tiring too.

Went to the gym on fri with Paul, ran 2.4km. Sat morning played badminton. And I just ran my customary 5km run, so am aching really really badly. In between, watched Man Utd give a truly virtuoso performance in the FA Cup Final against Arsenal, only to crash out 5-4 on penalties to them. Unbelievable.

Today was our first time we gather as the official second service in the church. We sang the new song that Bernice and Weilun wrote, and I think generally people liked it. Grins. Its been a pretty fun few days.

Man, I'm really really aching.

Just watched A Beautiful Mind. I think its a great show. I mean, I have a very strong feeling there probably were a lot of fiction injected into the story as well, but nevertheless to watch how John Nash battled from his schizo was really something. Of course, helped on by the fact that the wife was played by Jennifer Connelly, I actually did feel his greatest act was not the Game theory or the Nash Equilibrium, but the fact that he married the right woman. Hehz...

Can't help but wonder what his ife would haev been like if his wife had not stuck by him all this while.

Recently another friend of mine was singing her familiar tune of breaking up with her boyfriend to me again. And I was telling her, about how sometimes the most difficult part of life is knowing when would you consider yourself in a position to be sure that you are willing to commit your life to being with that person, if nothing else because being sure of that basically means being committed to sticking by him whether or not he ever turns out to be who you expect or wish him to become...

After that I was left wondering... if I could ever be sure myself.

Sigh.

I've also gone for the fitting for my sister's wedding, ad picked out a really nice material. Sigh. Its times like this that I feel EXTRA vain, on top of my usual dosage. But yeah, still wondering what my sister's wedding is gonna be like, and how life is gonna be like after she's gone. Lots of people are starting to ask me abt her wedding, and I really dunno how to answer them, cos they seem to not believe me when I say I dun have a clue. Esp awkward questions like whether or not they'll be invited to the wedding. Grins.

HOW THE HELL DO I KNOW???? DO YOU NOT REALISE MY SISTER HARDLY EVER BOTHERS WITH ANY OF MY FRIENDS???? WHY THE HELL WOULD SHE INVITE YOU THEREFORE???

Of course, when it comes out of my mouth, its more polite than that. I shrug, grin then say "err, I really have no idea. I guess you'll know after the wedding's over."

Oh, I really really liked Cadbury's new adverts, where they did a spoof of the Beach Boys' "Wouldn't it Be Nice". Thought it was really really hilarious. =)

Watching Star Wars on wednesday. Can't wait. Really can't wait.

Grins.