Mixed Start To The Week

Bloody Man Utd dropped 4 points over the weekend, drawing away to Blackburn and drawing at home to Everton. Boy, do they need Rooney. Man Utd's absolutely looked like bollocks in terms of creativity. A lotta physical presence, with very little to show for their work rate.

Still, at least I think I started off this week well. Had a good time studying today, got quite a bit down. Even had time to do lunch with my dad and sis, then to make a new pair opf specs. Sat down to study with Weimin, Enhan and Sylvia in the evening, and even spent some time talking to Syl after that. I think she's moving on pretty well, at least right now. She tends to be a little emotionally impulsive, prone to sudden outbursts of emotions, with no one knowing what exactly triggers it. Hehz... Still, I haven't really seen her in a while, so it was a pretty good time of catching up.

She's now at the stage where she tells herself she just wants to find a nice christian guy who loves God, whom she can commit to. Hahaha... told her I was at that stage abt half a yr ago, when I was feeling really lonely for no reason, desperately wishing I had someone whom I could commit to, and love. Nowadays, I suddenly have an outbreak of pple trying to matchmake me. Just 2 dys ago, both Paul and Caleb tried to set me up with their friends. Sigh. And somehow, half a yr ago, a part of me would have privately wanted to go even though I would have vehemently denounced the idea... yet these days I find myself really not interested in doing something like that. Shit man. I'm either really turning gay, or else I'm growing up just a little. Problem is, I dun feel like I'm growing up at all. Hahaha...

Was talking to Syl abt church as well, and how I really find it hard to accept what Andrew did to Patrick. I mean, he did it once with Henry, and now he's doing it with Patrick. Seems that he's really carrying things to too much of an extreme. For someone like Patrick who has stuck by Andrew through thick and thin, it really represents an absolute low in the way Andrew can be so heartless and callous. Sigh. What the hell is happening to him, I wonder. At least I know this would finally represent the very steep learning curve that would probably do Patrick a lotta good. Who knows, mebbe Andrew deliberately did this in order to help Patrick grow?

Right. And Osama eats pork everyday.

Was talking to Ruth the other day. Seems she has also joined the group that seems to think that if you're really depressed, taking drugs is wrong... so you just have to take out a pen knife and cut yourself a little. How do I tell her that if the trend was not to cut herself but to walk on burning coals, then she'll suddenly find that cutting herself won't help anymore? I think kids nowadays are a lot more messed up than my time man. Back then it was so simple. If you're depressed, you either turned to glue-sniffing (Coke was too expensive for us kids), or else you get into fights, or else you just go jump off a building.

Hehz... Ah... the good 'ol days.

Now that Paul has stopped denying that he's back with Joz, I'm counting the days till he has time for me, only to hear him give a blistering report of how Joz has been mean to him again. Hehz... Wait for it man. Its bound to come. Grins. He'll read this blog, try damned hard to not prove me right, but eventually he'll come up to me one day and do exactly what Joz has always done: "I'll never talk to her again la. Bloody stupid woman!" Then the next day he'll call her up to apologize because its all his fault. Muahahahaha...

Gonna be a really packed day tmr man. Have a whole day of lessons followed by tuition at 5 at Thomson Plaza. Ah well. At least I'm skipping cell group. Grins.

Sheesh. I'm supposed to be doing nothing except study man. Not that it'll ever happen la. I think there's a greater chance that the Muslims will start revering Pigs as sacred animals.

Ha.