Its been a while since I last wrote anything. Just been too busy. Believe it or not, I've started work. Yes. Work. Me. On top of everything that has gone wrong in my life, I have now started to live a life that is totally the antithetical to who I am. No wonder people say you have to sink to lowest point in your life before you can rebound back.
Grins.
But yes, I HAVE actually started work. In a warehouse, doing software updates on some hardware. Hard manual labour actually. But I guess in the absence of anything more enticing that's on the table, I have to at least take what i can get to earn my own keep.
Leading worship this sunday, and BS tmr at cell. Man, its really really hectic. Two days ago my sis very very casually asked me over dinner at home if I'm gonna be free somewhere in oct. Wondering what other favours she's gonna demand of me in exchange for her paying for my school fees, I asked her what she wants. Then she very very VERY nonchalantly told me that she's probably gonna get married then.
*jaw drops*
*brain freezes*
*brain still freezes*
*brain not responding anymore*
*picks up jaw off the floor*
Erm... yeah.
Amazing stuff, I tell you. What makes it even more disturbing is that Joseph hasn't even proposed. Either she's a bona fide psychic, or else they don't have the sort of normal relationship that everyone else has, where you announce the marriage only AFTER he has popped the question.
Well, that was Valentines' Day, if you did your maths. And if you were even sharper, you'll pick up that she was having dinner at home. And to answer your question, Joseph WAS in Singapore. So I can't help but conclude that she indeed has a truly extraordinary relationship. Talk about pragmatism done to an extreme. Hehz... Mebbe I shd find myself a girl like that also. Straight up. Spare me the need to endlessly think of new ways to romance and enchant her. Just tell her to take dinner at home on V-day!!!!
Grins.
But on another note, V-day this year didn't turn out too bad after all. I had a total of three dinner offers, albeit all from guys. Grins. Hehz... ah well. Now that I actually have dates,l i just need to work on getting the right gender to ask me out. If I do this carefully, I might actually secure a date by the time I turn 40.
Oh, and I sent Simon an email a few days back, wishing him a happy New Year, updating him on things back in S'pore, and asking how he's doing. And just for the fun of it, I casually 'mentioned' to him somewhere in the middle that I've started to date Weixiu, and that we'll be spending our first Valentines' together. Of course I scolded him in the next paragraph for believing that. But man, I sure wish I could have seen his face when he read that line. When he replied to my email, his first line read "I fell off the chair".
Grins.
Everyone seems pretty stressed lately over school. Weimin, Sylvia, and even M-A. I hope this isn't another one of those signs that every now and then God sends. Cos if it is, I swear I shd just start searching for an easier way to die. Cos even after work every day right now, I'm already pretty zonked out. Can't imagine myself trying to go for lectures after that.
Ouch.
Suddenly things don't look too good for me anymore. Them rose-tinted glasses have sure come off now.
Been having Yu-Sheng almost everyday lately. Hehz... I LOVE Yu-Sheng. Could just eat that and nothing else everyday. Hehz... One of main reasons why I look forward to CNY every year.
Hehz...
Alright. I actually typed this during my lunch break at work, for want of something better to do. Break's over, gotta run.
I've been the king, I've been the clown. Now broken wings can't hold me down. I'm free again. The jester with the broken crown, it won't be me this time around to love in vain.
Wednesday, February 16, 2005
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I AM SO HOT
(out of point, but i dont care)
-nut (!!!!)
your sister's sounds so amusing. i'd like to meet her someday.
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