What a day. Woke up early cos I was supposed to get a few things done. Ended up blowing the whole day away. Sigh. Dammit.
My sis left tonight for Greece. Since my mom is on a month long MC, I'll be facing BOTH my parents whenever I stay home. Talk about bummer. Just tonight I had another quarrel with my dad over the car. I told him if he can't trust me enough to lemme drive in peace, but either wanna give me instructions like "Ok, drive straight. Make sure you stay in your lane", then I'm SO done with driving his car. I'll take my chances with either my friends' cars, or else just not drive. After all, the whole joy of driving is replaced with the sense that I'm back to kindergarten again.
Sucks.
Just watch the latest episode of Scrubs. Sigh. What a way to end the night. It was an unhappy episode, doubly ironic cos it seldom ever ends that way. For once every relationship ends up in a mess with no resolution. I guess with the people around me all facing the same thing, the dramatic irony couldn't have been more painful. Seems that its even affecting me, with my blow-up with my dad. I dunno... there seems to be some emotional bug in the air. Everyone seems to suddenly be having less patience with those around them, and those whom they love.
Even in the cell group, where we keep emailing each other, the current discussion topic not started by me was on "Would you share your secrets with someone knowing that they could hurt you with it?" Sigh. Knowing the whole context behind that question, and knwoing what prompted it only made the whole discussion seem the sadder. Hehz... at least for the rest of the cell, its been a pretty meaningful and open discussion.
Well, I'm off to bed now. Tomorrow's gonna be a better day. Its gonna take something very very special to trump this one... Like mebbe news that Michelle Chia's getting married.
Or Andrew's marrying Grace.
Grins.
Oops.
My bad.
Muahahahahahaha...
Gimme a break man.
WHO THE FUCK READS BLOGS?????
Just realised the number of views on my page. Absolutely bewildered by who out there still gets redirected to blogs. Surely no advertisers...
5 comments:
you shd go...YELL or something. yell at everything you see.
hey hey.
Nah... they won't chance upon this website one la. They're too caught up in each other... I mean, in other things.
*winks*
Muahahahaha... And go change your blog settings. Cos I can trace your blog address when you sign in while leaving comments.
Argh! Haha...in my desperation..I thought deleting the comment would mean that "problem's solved". But in the world is the link still there??! I have changed my settings..but it's still there. Funny..oh well.
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