Hehz... Happy Birthday Peng!!!! We all love you!!! Whoo hoo!
Yeah. Its my birthday today and I'm just about absolutely spent. After whining about how his friends all seem to have neglected him, he decided to play me out on a supper date ON MY BIRTHDAY!!!! Muahahahaha... yeaps. Didn't reply me after I finished my concert, FORCING me to trudge home in utter disappointment, having thought I could spend some time with someone I truly care for.
Lalalalalala... gee, nut... emotional blackmail can be real fun! Grins.
But seriously, its been a really long day man. Had BS with Enhan in the morning, then did lunch with Weixiu, Weimin and Enhan. Had worship prac after that, then went to the RGS Chinese Orchestra concert. Yes. Shit. The RGS CO. Never thought I'd have to face that again, but I did. Brough back lots of memories, watching the uniforms, the same conductor as 5 yrs ago, in the same concert hall, sigh... Grace actually did message me happy birthday today too. Surprised myself when I didn't really feel anything when she did.
Ah well. Its just been really tiring today. But I felt I just HAD to let my ego run amuck and post on my birthday. To quote something i just learnt - to go Nucking Futs. *wink*
I've been the king, I've been the clown. Now broken wings can't hold me down. I'm free again. The jester with the broken crown, it won't be me this time around to love in vain.
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3 comments:
EH.. now what's that supposed t mean. emotional blackmail very fun issit. huh. huh huh huh. anyways nuckin futs sounds familiar. narrows eyes.
-nut
really really? -hopeful look.
hahahah. thats like SO hilarious. -rolls laughing.
hehs.
-nut
I think I get it...The real interesting part of emotional blackmail is that when you are married say 5 years to someone like this...people applaud you for you dedication and work supporting this struggling young man...
Then by the time you 15 - 20 years, when you could use a word of encouragement after all you have been through...then they tell you ...well all that work was pointless and you're the stupid one who "let him do it"
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