The Woman In Black

Yeah, went to catch that show today with Enhan and Weimin. Turned out to be pretty good actually... not as scary as they hyped it up to be, but on the whole I thought the two guys did a masterful job.

Started work already in Joseph's office. Been kindda lonely since the whole place is empty. Everyone's out at NIE, and Joseph himself is hardly in. Ah well. At least it means I get flexible working hours. Grins.

Been feeling a little temperamental lately. Dunno why. I get a lot of mood swings, and they shift pretty fast. Literally I can be feeling pretty good one minute, and feeling down after that. I honestly have no idea what's come over me. Last night Joseph asked what happened between me, Andrew and Grace. So I told him. And I found myself in a really strange state of mind, where I still feel my fasce flush when I talk abt them to someone else, yet at the same time I don't think I'm angry, or want to be angry at them. Well, perhaps its cos with Joseph also knwoing what a bastard Andrew is sometimes, I feel less upset, knowing that at least he won't be standing up for either oen of them. Hehz... the funny thing is how he also disses Grace, like just abt everyone else. Guess the hate-Grace-club has a greater fan base than I suspected. Sigh. But ah well. She was, after all, my ex. Guess I shd try to be civil to her.

I think I really need to get a grip on what I plan to do with my life. Mebbe that's why the depression. The sense that if I don't start, I'll never accomplish anything much. Then I'll never be in the psition to get attached, and I'll never get married.

Sheeesh.

Its paranoia night here in Peng's World.