Lost.

I was feeling a little down this evening. Mebbe too much stuff caught up with me, and the news that Lishan and Xianghui aren't doing well sorta inspired my vicarious instincts... I dunno.

And its a rotten mood to be in when you're struggling to put together a wedding video.

I started at midnight, and have now watched 2 romantic movies already, struggling to find the inspiration to put together something sweet... but just can't find it in me.

This sucks.

I sat down and decided to blog. And I guess a lotta thoughts started to sweep past me as I wondered what else to commit to the records of my sad state of existence, and all of a sudden my mind goes blank.

Just the one question that keeps coming back to me when I try to sleep -

"When you find something so beautiful that isn't meant to be yours, how do you ever let it go?"

I'm so glad after talking to Pam a couple of times this week, that Xianghui and Lishan found each other, because they're one of the few couples I have no doubts at all about, but over the course of 7 years is absolutely convinced that they're a rare couple who were lucky enough to have found someone beautiful in each others' eyes, and was theirs to keep.

Congrats, you guys.

I really hope I don't mess up your wedding.