Hehz...
I'm really going mad. Between bouts of depression and encounters that send me to the moon...
Wuahahahaha...
My still-broken heart was considerably mended by an encounter with Michelle Chia today at Thomson Plaza, where she walked past me, and smiled back at me. Hehz... I'm making progress!!!! I kenna scolded by a couple of people for being too high after that.
Ah well.
The weather was real hot today, and I was telling God that He really shdn't pile more on my depression. I guess He heard... cos an hour later it was raining cats and dogs... gloomy weather to suit my gloomy state, which considerably lifted my mood.
Grins.
Then when things seemed to get better after that, I ended up spending the night at my aunt's place, while my parents caught up on the latest on-going-but-never-ending business of Taiwan Vs China.
But something my friend messaged me perked me up again after that.
Tee hee.
Oh, did I forget to mention how Enoch was such a hero for the cell? He wanted to book Aloha Loyang for the cell chalet, but he ended up with Aloha Changi instead.
Wuahahahaha... Talk abt depressing.
But also amusing la.
Dammit, I'm really going crazy.
I really really am.
The past week I've been dialing the wrong numbers when calling people, and keying in the wrong numbers too when messaging friends. Keep getting scolded left and right. Sigh.
Why??? Why they want to scold me? Why don't they love me???????????????????????????? Hehz...
I shd check for a tumour.
WHO THE FUCK READS BLOGS?????
Just realised the number of views on my page. Absolutely bewildered by who out there still gets redirected to blogs. Surely no advertisers...
1 comment:
yeah, its like you are lying there in a daze, but cannot seem to tear your eyes away from looking at the ceiling...
tough man....
but you'll get over it, we all do, in His time.
-the Other anonymous
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